and for the million-th time, i'm stuck.
stuck between hundred choices, which actually i, myself, don't really believe whether i could do it or not.
for the last few years in my life, i chose to do a going-where-the-wind-blows-life. and i perfectly enjoyed it. i planned a short-term life, which i enjoyed to do so.
hum, i also planned a long-term life, but in abstract way.. i'd never pictured my long term plan in realistic frames.
and once again.
and i'm jealous with those well-planned people who has a perfect future-life.
and i'll do it in my own way.